Hello soooo....
I'm 35 and this Sunday I told my Husband I want a divorce. I had a lot of thought but I knew I wouldn't be happy. He has a lot of needs like papers, wants to do his own way of making it in this country and honestly he hasn't made it easy for himself or me. I'm tired I'm tired of always bending to his will. His views on life are completely different then mine and I noticed that we wouldn't ever get along and everything was hard every step of the way. Today I'm meeting him for lunch he is still trying his last shot to get back with me but I know in my spirit I'm not in love with him anymore. I'm waiting to get paid so I can pay for this divorce and he can sign the papers. Once this is over I'm packing my bags and heading back to my hometown. My mother called me today also to tell me that she is done working at the cleaners and she is going to work for helself now at the house. Everything is really aligning on self employment for me. I feel like I'm going home working on my holistic business as I give myself sometime to heal over this divorce. I'm also going to have babies on my own. Hopefully, I can concieve twins and be done :). I'm hoping to find a retreat center where I can go and just heal and take the time to be in nature and just handle my emotions.

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